Ellie is the only thing keeping me going today. Get to start my day good and hopefully I’ll have a better day at work. #palomino #pony #cute #horse

Ellie is the only thing keeping me going today. Get to start my day good and hopefully I’ll have a better day at work. #palomino #pony #cute #horse

 
Can’t believe how much has changed in a year and how much I’ve changed! (Not just the hair colour!) I’ve lived a lot more, experienced a lot more. But more importantly, i’ve learnt that no matter where you go in life people will make assumptions about you, whether it’s good or bad and you’ve just got to shake off the negatives and remember that you are who you are and no one can change you or has the right to ask you to change. There will always be hiccups in life slowing down your progress to your goal; but they should never stop you. I’m not giving up, I’m going to get where I want to go and if it takes a few insulting assumptions and some very hard times I’ll shake it off and push through, because in the end I’m the only person who’s going to prevent myself from going further. #thoughts #life #change

Can’t believe how much has changed in a year and how much I’ve changed! (Not just the hair colour!) I’ve lived a lot more, experienced a lot more. But more importantly, i’ve learnt that no matter where you go in life people will make assumptions about you, whether it’s good or bad and you’ve just got to shake off the negatives and remember that you are who you are and no one can change you or has the right to ask you to change. There will always be hiccups in life slowing down your progress to your goal; but they should never stop you. I’m not giving up, I’m going to get where I want to go and if it takes a few insulting assumptions and some very hard times I’ll shake it off and push through, because in the end I’m the only person who’s going to prevent myself from going further. #thoughts #life #change

 

Apparently I’m harsh and condescending. Screw you all. I’m not, I’m not better than anyone otherwise why would I be working a dead end job to pay my way through Uni? Why would I be struggling to afford to live and support myself? I’m not better than anyone and this has made me feel a lot worse, it is possibly one of the worst insults anyone could ever throw at me. Especially when it came from the big manager at my work, this means that a lot of people feel this way and now if it continues I could possibly lose my job. I hope not. But they’ve made a huge assumption about me and they don’t even know me. I’m not better than anyone, I do not think I am superior. Never ever have I ever thought that in my whole life. Nor do I act like that.

I’m deeply hurt and insulted.

 

Think I’ve started to really screw my wrist up because of work m, fuck, it’s creaking :(

 

youtaughtmeaboutyourpast:

ITS the same, but the tummy is cut out! HAHA, I so remember this.

Look at the muscles in her legs… And just her 😍 I swear I’m straight

 

Ellie was so good tonight :) walked out perfectly!!! Couldn’t have asked for more from her really! I’ve missed her ❤️ #palomino #pony #cute

 
To say it’s ridiculously early for a Sunday and I’ve been up since 6. I’m feeling very happy today! Plus hair and makeup are on form today! #happy #smile #makeup #hair

To say it’s ridiculously early for a Sunday and I’ve been up since 6. I’m feeling very happy today! Plus hair and makeup are on form today! #happy #smile #makeup #hair

 

Ellie’s like “no I didn’t run out of the field while you were taking the wheelbarrow out….”. Little monkey! Hold on for a few more hours! We are going for a walk later!
Poor babies got a worm belt so her belly is looking fatter than it should. All sorted now though after an eventful worming! First time she met Suzanne and she was helping me worm. Ellie wasn’t impressed! #pony #cheeky #littlemonkey #palomino

 

When does my fairytale relationship happen? Seriously? All my relationships have been bad and I am boarding on hating guys because all I’m getting at the moment is bad experiences. I have guys liking me and being creeps when I don’t see them like that, plus one of them was 10 years older so it really freaked me out and made my work place really awkward and people are still talking about it, I said no to loads of things and was really blunt on the conversations he tried to have with me and it’s like “why?!? I never led you on, I never flirted, why is this happening to me?!?!” I just really want to know why I’m just having bad experiences because I’m really starting to not trust guys at all and if more keep happening it’s going to put me off having relationships at all.

 
Most days I wish I never met you because then I could sleep easier at night and I wouldn’t have to walk around with the knowledge there was someone like you out there.
Quote #14 (via newyorkchris)
 
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