Apparently I’m harsh and condescending. Screw you all. I’m not, I’m not better than anyone otherwise why would I be working a dead end job to pay my way through Uni? Why would I be struggling to afford to live and support myself? I’m not better than anyone and this has made me feel a lot worse, it is possibly one of the worst insults anyone could ever throw at me. Especially when it came from the big manager at my work, this means that a lot of people feel this way and now if it continues I could possibly lose my job. I hope not. But they’ve made a huge assumption about me and they don’t even know me. I’m not better than anyone, I do not think I am superior. Never ever have I ever thought that in my whole life. Nor do I act like that.
I’m deeply hurt and insulted.
Think I’ve started to really screw my wrist up because of work m, fuck, it’s creaking :(
When does my fairytale relationship happen? Seriously? All my relationships have been bad and I am boarding on hating guys because all I’m getting at the moment is bad experiences. I have guys liking me and being creeps when I don’t see them like that, plus one of them was 10 years older so it really freaked me out and made my work place really awkward and people are still talking about it, I said no to loads of things and was really blunt on the conversations he tried to have with me and it’s like “why?!? I never led you on, I never flirted, why is this happening to me?!?!” I just really want to know why I’m just having bad experiences because I’m really starting to not trust guys at all and if more keep happening it’s going to put me off having relationships at all.