I’d thought I’d pushed away any feelings for the guy at work whos got a girlfriend but turns out maybe I haven’t… The first thing he did when he saw me yesterday was try and tickle me. Seriously? Why? The fact that he touched me and the second that it was to try and tickle me and third he still has a girlfriend. I’m confused and it didn’t help anything at all.
Hate boys and hate feelings. They suck massively
Far too tired today. I just wanna sleep and not get out of bed. But I’ve gotta go to the yard and ride ellie and I’ll most likely not get to use the school because there will be lessons on :/ also I really hope work isn’t stupidly busy again tonight and other staff actually turn up because there was no way to keep on top of it all last night